Maybe I wont Be Okay

Maybe I wont be okay, maybe ill get upset and i might even cry, I dont know if i did it for me or you. I cant tell you or anyone that because im not too sure myself. I think about it all the time now, why did i do it? What was i thinking? I cant live without you and i know that. You were my rock and i just picked you up and threw you into the stream like you were nothing but a skipping stone in my life. Im not sure what to think or what to say anymore. I none stop think about you and i wish i didnt.

God, please help me.